Already Gone

Kelly Clarkson's song would describe the upcoming weeks to perfection...

:(

A worst case scenario...

As lectures end and exam nears

So does the innocuous internal fears.

We've painted ourselves individual pictures,

We've planned ahead for our own futures

But during the months, along the way,

Came a close-knit bunch you'd want to stay.

We chill, we talk and time flew by,

Before you know it it's time for goodbye.

The cruel games that Life can play,

Give you close pals, and take them away.

I'll miss the crapping in the room,

Your lame jokes and humour lifting my gloom.

Your curses and swears when they can't score,

We'll never watch football together anymore.

Jokes about Lady Gaga, Beyonce or Katy Perry,

There'll never be another Honey V.

Your vacillating attitude that mirrors me,

I'll never find another monkey.

Your cheerful nature the epitome of joy,

Never failed to delight the old emo boy.

And countless others I've learnt to love,

Especially those friends mentioned above.

I guess it doesn't matter where we take this road,

Cos in the end, someone's gotta go.

And we have to learn to move on,

Cos in a while, we'll all be already gone.

The hols that got away

Another week of hols, another week gone. Where did the hols go?

Faced with TWO assgmts. No matter. We conquered comm bank, we cld take on cost info and the dreaded enemy comp reporting.

Gary, PW & Vic crashed JB. This time the mauritian didn't spend the whole day sleeping. he actually studied! Lol. Dunno why hes sitting so weirdly.

Managed to squeeze in a day to hit Universal Studios Spore. Bloody awesome I say. Gettin soaked to the skin, hearing Gary scream like a gal, gettin sneezed on by Donkey. Lol. We deserved that day for all the effort we exerted on our bloody assgmts...

Camped in Starbucks and Reb's house to do comp reporting assgmt. Fun to chill, annoying to do. And as usual Gary caved in to the temptations of sleep..

It was a fun week of hols, to say the least. Back to uni again. Mehhh... Brains are scrambled. Exams in 4 weeks. Know nuts abt company reporting. I foresee a very rocky treacherous path ahead. And i wanna see your Roxy-xy-xy your Roxy-xy. Ignore that I'm zombified.

Current Mood: Damn freakin tired and brain dead

Current Songs:

Take It Off (Ke$ha)

Only Girl (Rihanna)

Teenage Dream (Katy Perry)

2012 (Jay Sean)

Something 'Bout Love (David Archuleta)

Put It In A Love Song (Alicia Keys Feat Beyonce)

Teenage Ageing Dream

It's comforting to know,

that amidst the darkest moments of your life

When every aspect of your world,

seems to be crumbling

You have amazingly awesome friends,

who you can rely on for support

And even when they think they can't do anything to help,

They are doing everything.

And you can't help,

but smile, and love them all.

Hari Raya Hari Neraka

I shall forever hate Hari Raya.

I shall forever hate YOU.

Cos of you, I've been living a fucking lie.

My worst fears realized.

You made my siblings suffer.

I will never ever fucking forgive you.

You've turned our lives into a giant mess of a nightmare.

I've never cried this much since my grandmother passed.

You have destroyed every single bit of joy in my emo life.

Now finally, everything has made sense.

I fucking HATE you.

Finally!

Comm Bank assgmt really sucked the life out of us.

Camped in library for 4 days straight.

Brain cells slowly but surely dying. If not by the plethora of crazy numbers then by the freezing cold.

4 brains are definitely better than 1.

Really appreciate everyone's help.

We managed to overcome this monster assgmt as a grp. Well done I say.

The whole assgmt period was bloody crazy. In more ways than one. I'm just glad its over.

But as usual, found mistakes after printing. Heh.

Some things just never change. Oh well. Can't do anything.

I can't wait to leave Sunway and head home. I need a break from all this craziness that has engulfed us all.

Brain is spinning. Final 2 assgmts. Bring it on bitch. Our assignmenting team aint scared of anything.

LOL.

Time for a well deserved break.

Female Peacock

What if Katy Perry sang a female version of peacock?

"Are you brave enough to let me see your pussycat

Don't be a chicken girl stop acting like a spoilt brat

Imma peace out if you don't give me the pay off

Come on baby let me see what you hiding underneath

Are you brave enough to let me see your pussycat

What you waiting for its time for you to show me that

Don't be a shy kinda gal I bet it's beautiful

Come on baby let me see what you hiding underneath

I wanna see your pussycat cat your pussycat

Your pussycat cat your pussy

I wanna see your pussycat cat your pussycat

Your pussycat cat your pussy.

LOL i tink im too bored. Bloody comm bank assgmt.

Oh for Fu*k's sake!

WARNING: This post may seem rather RACIST. It's NOT. I aint racist, but this is more appropriately a retrospection; that which have been insidiously building inside me.

Having stayed in Malaysia for goddamn too long, I know alot of ppl have issues with the Malaysian government. Which Malaysian wouldn't right? I mean, which NON-MALAY Malaysian wouldn't. The malays seem to get an abundance of benefits and privileges that the other races dun. And its duly unfair. But channel your hate and anger to those responsible for it, and NOT the citizens. It's not their fault they're on the receiving end of such royalties. That said, there are few malays whose asses I would love to shove with watermelons-bloody teens who think the world is theirs, and the like. 1Malaysia seems pretty distant from materialising, but it wont ever happen if people continue having racist mindsets. I'm not Malaysian, so I guess I don't feel the full force of hatred or anger, but I still feel for my friends who are. Something needs to be done abt the G, and fast, before 1Malaysia becomes a thousand separated pieces.

I don't hate the chinese. Heck my closest pal is a chinese. But I DO have an issue with CHINA PRCS who invade Singapore and expect Singaporeans to accede and acquiesce to their every whim and fancy. I say FUCK YOU. I've seen and heard so many stories of my fellow Spore friends who suffer from the China PRc disease- Assholes who come from China and stay in Spore, and instead of adapting to Singapore, expect the whole of Singapore to adapt to them. Fuckers, you come to a foreign land, YOU adapt to THEIR ways, and not the other way round. No one is asking you to lose your cultures and values, but no one asking you to expect us to adapt to all of your ways. When ppl cant speak mandarin or cant communicate with them, they give off this look of disgust, expecting us to know their language. FUCK OFF! In a way the G is also responsible- hiring all these ppl on the cheap, and in the process fucking Singaporeans. Cos of this, almost every job application now requires "mandarin-speaking" as one of its pre-requisites. Bloody assholes. Just fuck off back to your fucking country. Or at least learn some basic English, and not expect all of Spore to speak your language. Fuckers.

My notion that Blacks were evil ppl were extinguished after getting to know some of em personally here in Sunway. But still, so many of em fuckin act like they own Malaysia and possess that annoying swagger that is just begging for someone to shove a fuckin grenade up their asses and watch the beauty of the resulting fireworks. Stop acting like you're the fucking king, and have some fucking decency and consideration. FUCKERS. I wish I could just kill ppl off and get away with it.

I repeat. I aint racist. This is not a racist post. Ppl jus have issues. They are just silent. I can't get arrested for having an opinion now, can I?