Ok the title sounds damn bimbo. But I seriously cant fathom why everyone (yes I mean EVERYONE) loves that stupid song OMG by Usher and Will.I.Am. Am I the only one who despises it? Lol maybe. But music nowadays is becoming more crap. The Usher of old was better. Not that I was a fan in the first place. Lady Gaga is getting weirder and more erratic even by her own standards, Christina Aguilera is tryna copy Lady Gaga, Ke$ha is still that slutty skank and Justin Bieber is, well, Justin Bieber. Someone needs to save the music industry before it self implodes. But even then there are enough suckers like me who still listen to the trashy music these days to keep it afloat. =.=
On a side note... WORLD CUP. Netherlands v Brazil and Germany v Argentina.....mouthwatering I say.
Current songs:
Waka Waka - Shakira
Hey Soul Sister - Train
Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade
Chāo Rén Bù Hùi Fēi - Jay Chou
Shuō Le Zaì Jiàn - Jay Chou
California Gurls - Katy Perry
Somebody To Love - Justin Bieber
Impossible - Shontelle
We'll Be A Dream - We The Kings
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Miserable at Worst
I guess I am just like a tissue paper. Find it when you need it. Once you use it, you just dump it away. That's me...
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Miserable at Best
Exams are over. Time to rejoice. And pray that all you've done for the exams were enough to see you through. Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT EMO because I CANNOT STUDY ANYMORE. Its actually funny. Have I turned into such a giant nerd that people think I LOVE studying? i don't LOVE to study. Its just that I HAVE TO. Glad exams are over and that this sem I didn't make the same mistake last sem - that is memorizing everything.
A joke got me thinking deeply. Someone said I dunno what happiness is anymore cos Im too emo. And I think its true. Maybe I've been so emo that i don't understand or recognise joy anymore; my life is too ingrained in sorrow that I'm afraid of happiness- when I experience it, I immediately shut it out. Who knows.
I'm boring. Yes, it kinda hurts when someone says that, but I guess I gotta get past it. All the tutors and lecturers are my best friends. Since I'm boring, we shouldn't hang out. And since studies equates to friendship, studying equates to hanging out. And since we shdn't hang out, that means we shouldnt study together. Right? Lol, Im spastic. But it makes sense. The hols always ascertain this for me.
Just waiting for exam results to be out. Then I'll see if I had improved. I feel i did better this sem than last sem, although last sem was easier.
There are many lessons to be learnt in life. One of the most impt to learn is that there is no easy way to success. Im pretty sure the recently concluded exams reenforced this lesson for me.
A joke got me thinking deeply. Someone said I dunno what happiness is anymore cos Im too emo. And I think its true. Maybe I've been so emo that i don't understand or recognise joy anymore; my life is too ingrained in sorrow that I'm afraid of happiness- when I experience it, I immediately shut it out. Who knows.
I'm boring. Yes, it kinda hurts when someone says that, but I guess I gotta get past it. All the tutors and lecturers are my best friends. Since I'm boring, we shouldn't hang out. And since studies equates to friendship, studying equates to hanging out. And since we shdn't hang out, that means we shouldnt study together. Right? Lol, Im spastic. But it makes sense. The hols always ascertain this for me.
Just waiting for exam results to be out. Then I'll see if I had improved. I feel i did better this sem than last sem, although last sem was easier.
There are many lessons to be learnt in life. One of the most impt to learn is that there is no easy way to success. Im pretty sure the recently concluded exams reenforced this lesson for me.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Unbelievable...
Can't believe nearly 22 years ago he saw the world.
Can't believe 16 years ago he left his hometown for a foreign land.
Can't believe 12 years ago he was abused for the first time.
Can't believe 10 years ago he broke family tradition, with devastating ramifications.
Can't believe only 5 short years ago he had his first real communication with the opposite sex.
Can't believe 4 years ago he weighed 70+ kg.
Can't believe 3 years ago he experienced the most enriching phase of his life.
Can't believe 3 years ago she left earth so unexpectedly; his heart still misses her to this day.
Can't believe it was only 2 years ago he met him; someone who added so much colour to his life, someone he looked upon as a brother, someone he feels he's known for life.
Can't believe it was only 2 years ago he met her; someone who managed to steal his emo heart, and fill it with unexplainable joy, who managed to extract the "L" word from his mouth.
Can't believe 1 year ago he went through his most emo phase in life.
Cant believe 5 months ago he made the biggest mistake of his life.
Can't believe it was only 3 weeks ago he made her the happiest person on earth, and subsequently made her the most emo person ever.
Can't believe he is blogging in this critical moment while his roommate his entertaining him with his nice singing voice.
Can't believe he's not studying with exams in 12 days.
Can't believe 16 years ago he left his hometown for a foreign land.
Can't believe 12 years ago he was abused for the first time.
Can't believe 10 years ago he broke family tradition, with devastating ramifications.
Can't believe only 5 short years ago he had his first real communication with the opposite sex.
Can't believe 4 years ago he weighed 70+ kg.
Can't believe 3 years ago he experienced the most enriching phase of his life.
Can't believe 3 years ago she left earth so unexpectedly; his heart still misses her to this day.
Can't believe it was only 2 years ago he met him; someone who added so much colour to his life, someone he looked upon as a brother, someone he feels he's known for life.
Can't believe it was only 2 years ago he met her; someone who managed to steal his emo heart, and fill it with unexplainable joy, who managed to extract the "L" word from his mouth.
Can't believe 1 year ago he went through his most emo phase in life.
Cant believe 5 months ago he made the biggest mistake of his life.
Can't believe it was only 3 weeks ago he made her the happiest person on earth, and subsequently made her the most emo person ever.
Can't believe he is blogging in this critical moment while his roommate his entertaining him with his nice singing voice.
Can't believe he's not studying with exams in 12 days.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Song Lessons
Ive crapped abt what tv shows have taught me. Now Im gonna crap abt what songs have taught me. One of the most hyped singer since his/her inception has to be without a doubt (no NOT justin bieber) but Lady Gaga. This is what her singles have taught me:
Just Dance - Sometimes in the midst of all the ongoing crap occuring in yr life, its good to just forget abt em and let loose
Poker Face - You cant really trust people cos they can backstab u. Oh, and those who appear straight may actually be gay. Lol.
LoveGame - A dick can be called a discostick.
Paparazzi - Loving someone too much may be dangerous
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - The time will come when people close to us start to leave, and we just have to accept it :(
Bad Romance - You do your best to please someone, to want their love, attention and affection, but all u get in return is entrapment in a loveless relationship/friendship.
Telephone - Household items with repetitions make very good songs. Like Rihanna's Umbrella. =.=
KE$HA's songs taught me that you can appear to be some slutty bimbo who prances around singing about the most pointless crap, but you will still be famous. Such is the sad scene of the music industry nowadays.
Ok lah. JUSTIN BIEBER. What have his songs taught me?
One Time : A boy and girl are meant to be an item. A pair. Not boy and boy or girl and girl. Provided the girl is not taller than the guy lah.
One Less Lonely Girl: Same thing.
Baby: Again the same thing. How much a girl means to a boy. He has to find girls shorter than him for his vids.
Eenie Meenie: Childhood nursery rhymes/songs can be made into meaningless songs nowadays, needing just an insanely catchy tune.
Current mood: So extremely dead tired
Current Songs:
What you waiting for - MizzNina feat Colby O
All night long - Alexandra Burke feat Pitbull
California Gurls - Katy Perry feat Snoopp Dogg
Alejandro - Lady Gaga
Just Dance - Sometimes in the midst of all the ongoing crap occuring in yr life, its good to just forget abt em and let loose
Poker Face - You cant really trust people cos they can backstab u. Oh, and those who appear straight may actually be gay. Lol.
LoveGame - A dick can be called a discostick.
Paparazzi - Loving someone too much may be dangerous
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - The time will come when people close to us start to leave, and we just have to accept it :(
Bad Romance - You do your best to please someone, to want their love, attention and affection, but all u get in return is entrapment in a loveless relationship/friendship.
Telephone - Household items with repetitions make very good songs. Like Rihanna's Umbrella. =.=
KE$HA's songs taught me that you can appear to be some slutty bimbo who prances around singing about the most pointless crap, but you will still be famous. Such is the sad scene of the music industry nowadays.
Ok lah. JUSTIN BIEBER. What have his songs taught me?
One Time : A boy and girl are meant to be an item. A pair. Not boy and boy or girl and girl. Provided the girl is not taller than the guy lah.
One Less Lonely Girl: Same thing.
Baby: Again the same thing. How much a girl means to a boy. He has to find girls shorter than him for his vids.
Eenie Meenie: Childhood nursery rhymes/songs can be made into meaningless songs nowadays, needing just an insanely catchy tune.
Current mood: So extremely dead tired
Current Songs:
What you waiting for - MizzNina feat Colby O
All night long - Alexandra Burke feat Pitbull
California Gurls - Katy Perry feat Snoopp Dogg
Alejandro - Lady Gaga
Friday, May 21, 2010
Rude Boy, Girl, Man, Woman.... =.=
Funny ain't it?
How close friends can turn to strangers.
How your closest friends always tear you down and seem to not care.
And those you thought weren't close to you are the ones that always had your back and supported you.
The beauty of relationships and friendships.
Life. Expect the unexpected. Expect nothing.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
What do I do?
Each day brings new problems
Each problem does not come with new solutions
And each day brings different emotions to a particular issue
What do I do?
Carry on? Or just stop once and for all?
Driving me crazy. I wish i had the energy and strength
To let go once and for all
God why the frack am I so EMO??!!
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