This is YOU.

Oh her eyes her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shinin'

Her hair her hair

Falls perfectly without her tryin'

She's so beautiful

And I tell her everyday

Yeah, I know I know

When I compliment her she won't believe me

And it's so it's so

Sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me "do I look okay?", I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cuz you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cuz girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her lips her lips

I could kiss them all day if she let me

Her laugh her laugh

She hates but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her everyday

Oh you know you know you know

I'd never ask you to change

If perfect's what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking if you look ok

You know I'll say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cuz you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cuz girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cuz you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cuz girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Current Mood: Emo. Do I even have other moods?

Current Songs:

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

Marchin' On - OneRepublic

Misery - Maroon 5

Pyramid - Charice Feat. Iyaz

Magic - B.o.B Feat. Rivers Cuomo

Dynamite - Taio Cruz

Club Can't Handle Me - Flo Rida Feat. David Guetta

Happy. Birthday. Again.

Hey You.

Happy 20th.

You're Older now.

But don't worry.

You're not as old as me.

Cheers Bro

:)

(pardon the pic. ive yet to take a 'nice' pic. heh)

What is Life?

Humans were granted the ultimate gift- Life.

Those pious will say we use our lives to glorify God.

For others, it is to make full use of life, the famous saying "live your life to the fullest".

But what exactly does it mean then? To live your life to the fullest?

Life is not a hectic race to see who finishes first. Who comes out on top. Who is better than the others. This just corrodes the true purpose of life does it not?

We study and work like crazy and stress ourselves up. We find present value, future value, fair value. But what about the value of life? Is there a benchmark to assess it? Is the value of life measured and assessed by our achievements and successes?

Is life an asset? Does it depreciate annually? Can we attach a carrying amount to it?

We are so consumed by everyday stresses that we never stop to ponder the reason we were put on earth. To just marvel at the awesome creations around us. Life to us is just meeting deadlines, passing exams and moving on. Sure, those are important. But is that why we're here? I don't know the answers, but I certainly am sure its not. Take a few moments to enjoy life each day. Because we only live once, and moments gone can never be lived ever again.

Hate The Way I Lie

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe

I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right...

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We're runnin' right back here we go again

So insane, cos' when it's goin' good its goin' great

But when it's bad it's awful

I feel so ashamed I snap

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Now I know we said things did things

That we didn't mean

And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine

But your temper's just as bad as mine is

You're the same as me

When it comes to love you're just as blinded

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Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk

Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall

Next time there won't be no next time

I apologize even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games

Maturity and Intelligence doesn't always correspond with Age

One thing I've learnt from spending 2 birthdays in Malaysia with friends. I never get proper cakes. LOL. It aint a bad thing. In fact, its actually pretty awesome. Last year I got a 'chocolate apple' in Anu's house....

This year, I got this... which in my opinion is way cooler than a cake

And it's weird how from past experience, you expect yr friends to throw a surprise for you on your birthday, but because you specifically didn't want anything, it kinda overrides the surprise you were expecting. (i tink im confusing myself). In short, I got surprised. Buncha Oscar winning actors. Touched to the max. Thank you (yet again) Lala...

And Honey V! Can't believe I fell for u and pikwen's blurness after class. Heh.

It was the highlight of a rather nondescript week. I actually didnt study for FOUR days. FOUR!

I think i just set a new record for myself. And I reached another milestone. With Honey V. lol. But the best was yet to come......

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Having a pretty close pal in MUFY call you from Aussie to wish you is damn bloody awesome. Super touching gesture. Really appreciate the phone call son. lol. Especially when it was super ex and he still talked for 10mins. Awesome!

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You get older everyday, but not necessarily wiser. A wise monkey once asked me "why do you get attached to people? You should learn not to give a damn." And I thought to myself, "i know. ive been trying. Ive had it with givin my all to ppl who doesnt actually give a shit about you"

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Another friend said: "Learn to ask only tutors/lecturers for help in tutes or assgmts. Try to rely on friends the least. At least in future when you find yourself alone, you won't be completely hopeless and halpless." And I thought "neat." I think my first assgmt this sem I managed it (altho as usual Honey V provided her efforts and inputs)

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What are the benefits of a single set of standards? Well, for starters, if there was only one standard, then Katy Perry wouldn't have had to cover herself fully for MTV World Stage, and Beyonce wouldn't have cancelled her shows here all the time. So I say its time Malaysia adopted a bloody international dresscode standard.

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Some say Ive changed. For the better. Others say for the worse. I know I have. How you perceive it is obviously up to you. But there's no longer a point in explaining myself. Cos it's tiring. Guess, finally, I'm learning to let go. Whether its the right decision remains to be seen. Cos maturity and intelligence doesn't always correspond with age.

Selamat Hari Jadi (Safe Made Day??)

Happy 22nd You.

You're OLD.

Bitch.

@$$

Seriously. How can some people just be so bloody shameless? And not even realise it. Its like they don't have a conscience. You should be disappointed with yourselves. I guess after all that people go through, the ups and downs, instead of making em stronger, in the end it just tears them apart. And the saddest thing is I know I still care, but I just cant bring myself to. I don't even know what to do anymore. At least now I know I'm not the only one who feels this.