Yet another year is on the brink of being history as we usher in the year 2010. This would probably be the last post of 2009 for me, and Id like to take a look at the highs and lows of a rather tumultuous year.
* Most Embarrassing moment:
Without a doubt, having my privates exposed and seen by someone. TWICE.
* Most Emo moment:
2 I can remember among many, but prolly has to be the late Jan-March period. Wont go into detail.
* Most Hyper moment:
Guess it has to be any of the Bohos we had. Specially with Mich.
* Most Angry moment:
Accounts Exam in Monash. Lol
* Most Happy moment:
August. The month seemed drama-free. And also a certain week of January.
* Most Lame moment:
There are gazillions, but the lamest has to be the secretive convos and "thpathtic" times with Ann.
* Most Nerd moment:
Sep- Nov. DUH.
* Most Nice moment:
Helpin someone with Research Paper and assignment. There's something about seeing your help not get wasted and eventually paying off for that someone. Feels good.
* Most Evil moment:
Giving unnecessary attitude to 2 ppl. One during MUFY another in Monash.
* Most Memorable moment:
Same as the embarrassing moment. Having my d*** seen at CLOSE RANGE for few seconds. As bloody embarrassing as it was, it was an awkwardly funny moment and one hard to forget too.
* Most Emo Song:
No doubt Kelly Clarkson's Already Gone
* Most Catchy Song:
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
* Most Happy Song:
Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling
* Most Peaceful Song
Owl City - Fireflies
Lessons learnt in 2009:
* When you get beaten down, fight to pick yourself up no matter how hard it is, or how bad the situation is.
* Choose friendships wisely. Friends are one of the vital pillars and aspects of our lives, and not having proper friends can be dangerous. Keep your good friends close.
* Do not be generous with kindness. Too little is not good for others, but too much is not good for yourself.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Hēi Sè Yōu Mò
Thrs been one song that has been stuck in my head for few weeks now already. If you'd noticed, sometimes Id have a lil "current songs" section in me posts. these are the songs that are stuck in my head for that period of time. But this one song really caught my attention. Its not catchy, and thrs no like super audio effects or wadever. You might even call it boring. and, its not even in english. Well, the song is the title of this post. By Jay Chou. Means Black Humour. I think. The song has alot of raw emotions, and i guess, me being emo, tts y it attracted me. Anywaes, the lyrics are pretty meaningful. Kinda applies to certain aspects of my life right now.
難過
是因為悶了很久
是因為想了太多
是心理起了作用
你說 苦笑常常陪著你
在一起有點勉強
該不該現在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我
聽錯弄錯搞錯
拜託 我想是你的腦袋有問題
隨便說說
其實我早已經猜透看透不想多說
只是我怕眼淚撐不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你
當作 是你開的玩笑
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧
敗給你的黑色幽默
說散 你想很久了吧
我的認真敗給黑色幽默
是因為悶了很久
是因為想了太多
是心理起了作用
你說 苦笑常常陪著你
在一起有點勉強
該不該現在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我
聽錯弄錯搞錯
拜託 我想是你的腦袋有問題
隨便說說
其實我早已經猜透看透不想多說
只是我怕眼淚撐不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你
當作 是你開的玩笑
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧
敗給你的黑色幽默
說散 你想很久了吧
我的認真敗給黑色幽默
First, I aint sure if the chinese characters are right. C'mon I don read/write chinese.
Second, I dont tink this is the full song cos thrs a repeat in the verse.
Third, Im not gonna translate it if u cant read chinese/mandarin. If u wanna know go bother findin out yrself lol (and i know u wont bother haha)
No song has got me "emotionally attached" [sounds really gay] like this song. Other songs that had were An Jing (oso Jay Chou) and Already Gone (Kelly Clarkson)
Other Current Songs:
I See You (Leona Lewis)
Hard (Rihanna Feat Jeezy)
Heaven Can Wait (We The Kings)
Morning After Dark/If We Ever Meet Again (Timbaland)
Love Me/One Less Lonely Girl (Justin Bieber)
Straight Through My Heart (Backstreet Boys)
In My Head (Jason DeRulo)
Rock That Body (Black Eyed Peas)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Rights
Just cos we're hot/gd-looking does it give us the right to say others are ugly?
Just cos we're smart does it give us the right to say others are stupid?
Just cos we're tall does it give us the right to say others are short?
Just cos we're slim does it give us the right to say others are fat?
Just cos we're rich does it give us the right to say others are poor?
It doesn't.
Just cos we're older than others does it give them the right to say we're old?
Jus cos we hang out alot with the opposite sex does it give others the right to label us playboy/flirt?
Just cos we wear short skirts and high heels does it give others the right to call us prostitutes?
Just cos we had several boyfriends in a year does it give others the right to say we're sluts?
Just cos we wear specs and don have cool spunky hair does it give others the right to label us nerds?
Just cos we're not acutely aware of our surroundings and ongoings does it give others the right to claim that we're dumb?
Just cos we're not friendly does it give others the right to say that we're arrogant?
It doesn't.
Quit Labelling. And narrow perspectives. It does more than just make u look like an ass.
Just cos we're smart does it give us the right to say others are stupid?
Just cos we're tall does it give us the right to say others are short?
Just cos we're slim does it give us the right to say others are fat?
Just cos we're rich does it give us the right to say others are poor?
It doesn't.
Just cos we're older than others does it give them the right to say we're old?
Jus cos we hang out alot with the opposite sex does it give others the right to label us playboy/flirt?
Just cos we wear short skirts and high heels does it give others the right to call us prostitutes?
Just cos we had several boyfriends in a year does it give others the right to say we're sluts?
Just cos we wear specs and don have cool spunky hair does it give others the right to label us nerds?
Just cos we're not acutely aware of our surroundings and ongoings does it give others the right to claim that we're dumb?
Just cos we're not friendly does it give others the right to say that we're arrogant?
It doesn't.
Quit Labelling. And narrow perspectives. It does more than just make u look like an ass.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Lie-f
Sudden deaths are happening all the time. To the very healthy. To the extremely young. No one is spared. It comes at any time. Therefore...
TAKE EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO
TELL YOUR LOVED ONES YOU LOVE THEM
AND RESOLVE CONFLICTS WITH THOSE YOU HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST
Life is too short for you to nurse hatred
But its never too short for you to emo :D
Monday, December 7, 2009
MLIRE
Sux to leave. I don't wanna leave. Not now. SexyBack! I'm close to being Justin Timberlake. So Sien.
Ok Ignore that. Wont geddit.
Summer School. Not a Waste of Time. At all. Course Management is kinda spastic. Gives wrong info and shit abt Clayton transfer. Just like lecturers. Who miss the blatantly obvious facts sometimes.
Been chatting alot with couple of friends lately and numerous interesting issues have cropped up. One of em is the issue of saying goodbye to friends. Of course personally, I'd want to have some friends FOR LIFE, but reality states that this is probably gonna be impossible. Over the years, not all our friends are gonna tread the same path we do, and do the same things we do. Each has his/her own life to live, one we may not be destined to be a part of. Parting ways and saying goodbye is gonna be hard and painful, especially with those we are really close with. So is it logical that we conciously not be so close with them, to ease the pain when the day arrives where we bid our goodbyes and never see em again? Probably not. But its just food for thought. One fren's had alot of pain to deal with of late. Having to say goodbye to her boyfren AND girlfren (close girl fren) back to back. Double blow.
Being nice to others has always been an issue for alot of ppl, and it has been especially for me. Of course, kindness should be unconditional, like parents' love to their children. BUT, being nice starts coming at a price once people take advantage of it. So next time you contemplate on whether or not to be nice to someone, just ponder and think if that person would do the same for you- if that person would do that same nice deed for you. If you think yes, then do it. If not, then render your kindness elsewhere. It may seem selfish and calculative, but theres really no fun being trampled on and taken advantage of. People will start saying yr selfish, a bitch and etc, but u can never shut ppl up can you-they are alwaes gonna talk. You can't stop them from doing so. Most ppl will only remember that 1 time you screwed up, and forget the other 99 times u were there, and use that 1 time to define you. That aint the way it ought to be, but sadly it is. When Life beats you down, you gotta get back up and take a stand for yourself.
Advice sent in an email:
# When you say "I love you", mean it.
# When you apologize, look the person in the eye.
# Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
# In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
# Don't judge people by their relatives.
# Remember that great love, great friendships and great achievements involve great risks.
# When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
# Remember the 3 Rs: Respect for self, Respect for others, Responsibility for your own actions.
# Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
# When you realised that you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
# Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
Pretty good I might say. Lol.
Holidays so far have, probably due to lack of activity, triggered lots of rumination and introspection about alot of things, especially the way things are gonna be next sem in March. Some things have already been made clear during the hols. Summer School is actually a blessing in disguise. Too bad I don't usually get blessings. Not even when I sneeze.
Ok Ignore that. Wont geddit.
Summer School. Not a Waste of Time. At all. Course Management is kinda spastic. Gives wrong info and shit abt Clayton transfer. Just like lecturers. Who miss the blatantly obvious facts sometimes.
Been chatting alot with couple of friends lately and numerous interesting issues have cropped up. One of em is the issue of saying goodbye to friends. Of course personally, I'd want to have some friends FOR LIFE, but reality states that this is probably gonna be impossible. Over the years, not all our friends are gonna tread the same path we do, and do the same things we do. Each has his/her own life to live, one we may not be destined to be a part of. Parting ways and saying goodbye is gonna be hard and painful, especially with those we are really close with. So is it logical that we conciously not be so close with them, to ease the pain when the day arrives where we bid our goodbyes and never see em again? Probably not. But its just food for thought. One fren's had alot of pain to deal with of late. Having to say goodbye to her boyfren AND girlfren (close girl fren) back to back. Double blow.
Being nice to others has always been an issue for alot of ppl, and it has been especially for me. Of course, kindness should be unconditional, like parents' love to their children. BUT, being nice starts coming at a price once people take advantage of it. So next time you contemplate on whether or not to be nice to someone, just ponder and think if that person would do the same for you- if that person would do that same nice deed for you. If you think yes, then do it. If not, then render your kindness elsewhere. It may seem selfish and calculative, but theres really no fun being trampled on and taken advantage of. People will start saying yr selfish, a bitch and etc, but u can never shut ppl up can you-they are alwaes gonna talk. You can't stop them from doing so. Most ppl will only remember that 1 time you screwed up, and forget the other 99 times u were there, and use that 1 time to define you. That aint the way it ought to be, but sadly it is. When Life beats you down, you gotta get back up and take a stand for yourself.
Advice sent in an email:
# When you say "I love you", mean it.
# When you apologize, look the person in the eye.
# Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
# In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
# Don't judge people by their relatives.
# Remember that great love, great friendships and great achievements involve great risks.
# When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
# Remember the 3 Rs: Respect for self, Respect for others, Responsibility for your own actions.
# Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
# When you realised that you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
# Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
Pretty good I might say. Lol.
Holidays so far have, probably due to lack of activity, triggered lots of rumination and introspection about alot of things, especially the way things are gonna be next sem in March. Some things have already been made clear during the hols. Summer School is actually a blessing in disguise. Too bad I don't usually get blessings. Not even when I sneeze.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
+w0 f@C€d
The first part of this post is gonna be happy hyper jumpy jumper, the second part is gonna be sad bad mad emo. ok i cldn think of another adjective to rhyme with -ad.
WEIRD CONVOS:
* driving in anu's car, listening to "Use Somebody" by Kings of Leon. anu asks me "hey do u have sex on fire?" i looked shocked and said "no!"
*Ann mixed zappel and coke in her cup. After drinking a bit.. "it tastes like zappel mixed with coke!"
*Lala, Ann, Ash, Nick and myself were eating at Pink. TV shows Leighton Meester's "Somebody to Love" video. Lala yells "eyy she looks like Blair Waldorff!" For those not in the know, Leighton Meester IS Blair Waldorff in Gossip Girl.
*Playing charades. Ashwin points to Aaron tryin to get him to say "boy". Aaron immediately says "buff".
*Ann had a sore throat and says "wont it be nice if thr was a hole in yr throat for all yr food to jus come out." I replied "yeah u have yr ass for that"
*Ann and I have a list of code words and phrases we use wen we converse. One of them was "bringing sexyback". While chatting with Anu at the balcony i tol her what it meant. When we came back inside Ann asked me very confidently thinking Anu didnt know "so did u bring sexyback?". Anu, very coolly says "I know what it means".
Anu and Nick's bday celebration was pretty awesome. usual drinkin and games. lotsa luffs and shit. even wen everyone was dead the fun never died. kinda glad cos managed to get sth off me chest too :D i may not be sexy but im sure as hell tryna bring it back ;)
OK. NOW THE SECOND PART.
Results are out. And as expected its damn disappointing. What i din expect tho is scoring HIGHEST for the TOUGHEST paper and SCREWIN UP the EASIEST paper. On the whole perhaps some might say the results ive obtained are good etc but personally its just very disappointing. im glad for those who did well (getting 3 hds and stuff), but still cant shake of this bloody disappointing feeling. and then thrs those whose worst fears materialised- discovering they failed certain papers. Fuck. What happens now? Don't think can transfer to Aus anymore. so much for making that an issue. Sigh. Life sux and its unfair. When it gives you a lemon and u try to make lemonade from it, pee comes out. Or in the selfish perspective, if life gives u a lemonade, u ask for one more. ok now i dun even know my point.
Hols are kinda ruined. Next sem is gonna be diff. I dunno how but I jus know it is gonna be. One things for sure, I definitely need to work harder, cos obviously how much i studied this sem is not enuf. bloody hell. Should I continue playing Mr Nice Guy next sem? or fuck everyone off and jus focus on myself cos clearly playing the good guy is helping others and not myself. But Ann pointed out the fact that no matter how hard I try to not be nice, i alwaes fail cos its jus who I am. Damn. 3 months to heal. Gonna be a long time. If oni I cld hibernate and wake up a week b4 march, but tts impossible. don really know wad to do for hols now. dun have d mood for anything anymore. ok perhaps im being tad whiny and complaining too much. oh well. wen life gives me lemons i jus throw it back in its face. Again, I dunno my point.
On a completely diff note, its amazing how some random person u do not know at all can turn out to be EXACTLY like you. Was readin this person's blog and each post just made me go "F*CK!" cos that person was like a clone of me. or maybe i was a clone of that person. and i thot i was the only one who was on the emo roller coaster ride. LOL. tho it does not affect me in any way it kinda pleases me. random.
WEIRD CONVOS:
* driving in anu's car, listening to "Use Somebody" by Kings of Leon. anu asks me "hey do u have sex on fire?" i looked shocked and said "no!"
*Ann mixed zappel and coke in her cup. After drinking a bit.. "it tastes like zappel mixed with coke!"
*Lala, Ann, Ash, Nick and myself were eating at Pink. TV shows Leighton Meester's "Somebody to Love" video. Lala yells "eyy she looks like Blair Waldorff!" For those not in the know, Leighton Meester IS Blair Waldorff in Gossip Girl.
*Playing charades. Ashwin points to Aaron tryin to get him to say "boy". Aaron immediately says "buff".
*Ann had a sore throat and says "wont it be nice if thr was a hole in yr throat for all yr food to jus come out." I replied "yeah u have yr ass for that"
*Ann and I have a list of code words and phrases we use wen we converse. One of them was "bringing sexyback". While chatting with Anu at the balcony i tol her what it meant. When we came back inside Ann asked me very confidently thinking Anu didnt know "so did u bring sexyback?". Anu, very coolly says "I know what it means".
Anu and Nick's bday celebration was pretty awesome. usual drinkin and games. lotsa luffs and shit. even wen everyone was dead the fun never died. kinda glad cos managed to get sth off me chest too :D i may not be sexy but im sure as hell tryna bring it back ;)
OK. NOW THE SECOND PART.
Results are out. And as expected its damn disappointing. What i din expect tho is scoring HIGHEST for the TOUGHEST paper and SCREWIN UP the EASIEST paper. On the whole perhaps some might say the results ive obtained are good etc but personally its just very disappointing. im glad for those who did well (getting 3 hds and stuff), but still cant shake of this bloody disappointing feeling. and then thrs those whose worst fears materialised- discovering they failed certain papers. Fuck. What happens now? Don't think can transfer to Aus anymore. so much for making that an issue. Sigh. Life sux and its unfair. When it gives you a lemon and u try to make lemonade from it, pee comes out. Or in the selfish perspective, if life gives u a lemonade, u ask for one more. ok now i dun even know my point.
Hols are kinda ruined. Next sem is gonna be diff. I dunno how but I jus know it is gonna be. One things for sure, I definitely need to work harder, cos obviously how much i studied this sem is not enuf. bloody hell. Should I continue playing Mr Nice Guy next sem? or fuck everyone off and jus focus on myself cos clearly playing the good guy is helping others and not myself. But Ann pointed out the fact that no matter how hard I try to not be nice, i alwaes fail cos its jus who I am. Damn. 3 months to heal. Gonna be a long time. If oni I cld hibernate and wake up a week b4 march, but tts impossible. don really know wad to do for hols now. dun have d mood for anything anymore. ok perhaps im being tad whiny and complaining too much. oh well. wen life gives me lemons i jus throw it back in its face. Again, I dunno my point.
On a completely diff note, its amazing how some random person u do not know at all can turn out to be EXACTLY like you. Was readin this person's blog and each post just made me go "F*CK!" cos that person was like a clone of me. or maybe i was a clone of that person. and i thot i was the only one who was on the emo roller coaster ride. LOL. tho it does not affect me in any way it kinda pleases me. random.
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