Unbelievable...

Can't believe nearly 22 years ago he saw the world.
Can't believe 16 years ago he left his hometown for a foreign land.
Can't believe 12 years ago he was abused for the first time.
Can't believe 10 years ago he broke family tradition, with devastating ramifications.
Can't believe only 5 short years ago he had his first real communication with the opposite sex.
Can't believe 4 years ago he weighed 70+ kg.
Can't believe 3 years ago he experienced the most enriching phase of his life.
Can't believe 3 years ago she left earth so unexpectedly; his heart still misses her to this day.
Can't believe it was only 2 years ago he met him; someone who added so much colour to his life, someone he looked upon as a brother, someone he feels he's known for life.
Can't believe it was only 2 years ago he met her; someone who managed to steal his emo heart, and fill it with unexplainable joy, who managed to extract the "L" word from his mouth.
Can't believe 1 year ago he went through his most emo phase in life.
Cant believe 5 months ago he made the biggest mistake of his life.
Can't believe it was only 3 weeks ago he made her the happiest person on earth, and subsequently made her the most emo person ever.
Can't believe he is blogging in this critical moment while his roommate his entertaining him with his nice singing voice.
Can't believe he's not studying with exams in 12 days.

Song Lessons

Ive crapped abt what tv shows have taught me. Now Im gonna crap abt what songs have taught me. One of the most hyped singer since his/her inception has to be without a doubt (no NOT justin bieber) but Lady Gaga. This is what her singles have taught me:

Just Dance - Sometimes in the midst of all the ongoing crap occuring in yr life, its good to just forget abt em and let loose
Poker Face - You cant really trust people cos they can backstab u. Oh, and those who appear straight may actually be gay. Lol.
LoveGame - A dick can be called a discostick.
Paparazzi - Loving someone too much may be dangerous
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - The time will come when people close to us start to leave, and we just have to accept it :(
Bad Romance - You do your best to please someone, to want their love, attention and affection, but all u get in return is entrapment in a loveless relationship/friendship.
Telephone - Household items with repetitions make very good songs. Like Rihanna's Umbrella. =.=

KE$HA's songs taught me that you can appear to be some slutty bimbo who prances around singing about the most pointless crap, but you will still be famous. Such is the sad scene of the music industry nowadays.

Ok lah. JUSTIN BIEBER. What have his songs taught me?
One Time : A boy and girl are meant to be an item. A pair. Not boy and boy or girl and girl. Provided the girl is not taller than the guy lah.
One Less Lonely Girl: Same thing.
Baby: Again the same thing. How much a girl means to a boy. He has to find girls shorter than him for his vids.
Eenie Meenie: Childhood nursery rhymes/songs can be made into meaningless songs nowadays, needing just an insanely catchy tune.

Current mood: So extremely dead tired
Current Songs:
What you waiting for - MizzNina feat Colby O
All night long - Alexandra Burke feat Pitbull
California Gurls - Katy Perry feat Snoopp Dogg
Alejandro - Lady Gaga

Rude Boy, Girl, Man, Woman.... =.=

Funny ain't it?

How close friends can turn to strangers.

How your closest friends always tear you down and seem to not care.

And those you thought weren't close to you are the ones that always had your back and supported you.

The beauty of relationships and friendships.

Life. Expect the unexpected. Expect nothing.

What do I do?

Each day brings new problems

Each problem does not come with new solutions

And each day brings different emotions to a particular issue

What do I do?

Carry on? Or just stop once and for all?

Driving me crazy. I wish i had the energy and strength

To let go once and for all

God why the frack am I so EMO??!!

Motherf*cker I'm Awesome No You're not Dude don't Lie

Things have been hectic. Crazy.
Assignments come and go. Mind's been hazy.
Can't handle uni work.
Seriously going berserk.
Revision momentum's been screwed.
Well, this is nothing new.
Emotional pain hurts more than the physical.
Whether it comes from your close friend or a girl.
They say if you love something,
You let it go and see if it comes running,
Back to you.
If it doesn't, what to do?
What if you give your all for a friend or a boy/girl u love,
But that person only gets on your nerve.
You invest so much time and emotions.
But there's no reciprocation.
Just give up. There's no point right? Don't give a damn.
They don't see us like how we see them.
We learn to let go.
They'll never know.
Guess this is how it finally goes down.
Without a smile, but only a frown.
Regret. Sorrow. The good memories gone by.
We live for ourselves. With ourselves. With me myself and I.
Shut the world out. And just focus on what counts,
Marketing, MoneyCaps, Biz Law and Accounts.

Current Mood: Emo, emo, emo, tired, emo, emo, emo
Current Songs:
Billionaire (Travie McCoy feat Bruno Mars)
I'm Awesome (Spose)
When I Look At You (Miley Cyrus)
All I Ever Wanted (Kelly Clarkson)
Your Love Is My Drug (Ke$ha)
Eenie Meenie (Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston)
Rude Boy (Rihanna)