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=Just one week in uni. Already one week behind.
=Onlining in JB's room. He's studying. I'm not.
=Didn't understand Uni assignments. Asked tutors for explanation. Still didn't understand.
=So much work to do. So little time. So little understanding.
=Face masks keep you safe. They also make u look retarded.
=I am a father as a joke. I've been acting fatherly of late. I feel proud of myself.
=I fell for someone. I didn't see it coming. My friend did.
=Super stressed about studies. And I'm still onlining.
=My friend coughed into his left hand. He put his hand on me. It was his right hand, so it's ok.
=Anu and Ash were arguing abt tomatoes being a fruit/vege while walking to the carpark. They decided to ask me, citing I'm the smart one. I chose that precise moment to stand beside the wrong car, instead of Anu's one. I made myself the biggest idiot.
=Everyone around me is falling ill. I'm still well. I feel invincible.
=I'm extremely pleased there are actually people (2 of em) who understands weird things. I thought I was the only one
=I ate 2 apples in a day. It kept the doctor away for 2 days, but also gave me a stomachache.
=I clipped my fringe. My friends said I looked like a pretty girl. I don't know which is worse; the fact I looked like a girl or the fact that I was happy I looked pretty.
=Today I had no lectures/tutorials. I went to Uni anyways to get some work done. I felt extremely committed to studies. Then I realised I didn't really get anything done.
=South Park's "Mmmm-kay" Guidance Counseller(how d heck u spell that??!!) revolutionised my tone of vocabulary.
=I chatted with a blur friend about something I was blur about. She understood it perfectly. I felt blur-er than usual. Then I felt stupid.
=It's been 2-3 weeks since my "emo" hairstyle. I've not felt emo since.
='Seriously' has been the word of the day for me for the past few days. I seriously need to stop saying it. Seriously.

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=MUFY Shirts are apparently only good enough to be used as towels. I liked MUFY.
=Biz n Commerce books can break my shoulders (and bank). No wonder I'm broke.
=Uni Lecturers cant speak proper Engrish. Those who can are arrogant assholes.
=Cool people are now the Loners. Well, 2 arent now.
=People are falling ill like crazy. One particular person's got me worried.
=Brain cant acclimatize to Uni life yet. Don tink it ever will.
=Cousins are behaving like assholes to each other. So much for not letting elders' troubles repeat with the younger generation.
=Walking has become my favourite pasttime. Ok I lied.
= "Ur So Gay" is my new Speech Guide. I'm not gay.
=I've become old. Physically.Not mentally though.
= Bought an Rm 94.00 book. Been told it's useless.
=Chicks have gotten me confused. Not sexually confused.
=Quit quitting smoking cos of something I cant quit thinking abt. I've quit worrying about it. I've not quit smoking again though.
=Planned to terminate the existence of others within my own existence once I entered uni. How horrifyingly true and twisted it turned out. Too well.
=Plan to start studying on Saturday. I know I'll not. I'll plan anyway.
=Gonna suffer every Friday. Actually, gonna suffer everyday.
=Lost touch with music thepast couple days. Feels like part of myself is missing.
=Mentioned to Anu how I'd date the female version of Shimi (her bf). Ash told us today thrs a freak in his class. Her name is Shimi. Right.
=Find myself hating ppl alot. Sometimes for no particular reason. I donno why.
=Find myself liking certain ppl alot. Sometimes for no particular reason. I donno why.
=Think Im bipolar. Bivariate. Univariate. University. Is there Biversity? There's diversity.
=Uni is boring. Life is boring. My life is below average.

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Uni timetable is done. Monday is free, Friday is hectic. Didnt exactly go according to what i wanted. but its only one sem right.

Cant stop thinking about it. Looking better. But still. Cant shake off that feeling. Just hope you are alright buddy.

Period of Readjustment

FINALLY! after so friggin long, everything is finally settled. finally got ma ass to Suria Mas. paid the deposit in CASH. (all donkey thousands of it) [ok this post is actually pretty long dued so pardon the absence but yrs truly had no net so..yeahh..]

Yes this is all d thousands in cold hard cash. (it was actually pretty hard). had a hard time giving it to the owner lol.

House was pretty ok. all in all deal was pretty ok too. just had to deal with all the moving and cleaning. and some other pesky lil irritants.

Thank God Tize Bin and Ann helped to move ma stuff. Took 2 car trips to move all mine and Nick's stuff (stuff he left in Shane's unit).

Someone who shdnt even be here. but she helped so much clearing the place up. she wd make a great maid. and hairdresser. lol.

Phil's boyfren Jarvis also helped to clean the place and move the beds. so after on damn tiring Saturday of shifting and moving and whatever else, finally everything was settled. sigh.

UNI. Orientation sux. the building is too quiet. too many frens seperated. but tts okay i guess. in a way. no net. kinda ok too. but just few days in SM and already its depressing. but i guess its just me. cant really adapt anywhere. tts a fucking huge hindrance. nowhere can make this shit right here content or pleased. coupled with other shits, and i can tell uni life is gonna be hell. just hope everything is okay. brain is really screwed up right now tinkin abt it. u donno wad it is. don bother. don ask. jus be thkful i don blast the shit outta u this moment. maybe ive bipolar disorder.....

so not ready for uni

#3 = learn not to trust ppl too easily. try sieving the wolves in sheep clothing from the real sheep.

Hairy Holidays

Back at home for the final week b4 Monash U orientation starts. Hopefully by then the curtains wdve closed on Suria Mas and my ass will be safely and securely inside (along with Phil's and Nick's of course). Feels good to just ease off in the wake of a tumultuous week. But last weekend was a blast. An absoultely incongruent and disparate event off my nondescript day-to-day activities. Rjv n Rach came up to KL. So I went up to KL, and dragged Ann along.

Suffice to say I was immensely overjoyed they got along darn well (which is more than I can say for a certain grp of ppl over in Sunway). Who knew that Ann would turn into Rach's hairdresser?

She was quite professional. Unfortunately Rach's hair was obdurate as hell and refused to change colour. All Ann's hard work just dyed. ok lame pun. The 2-3 days were probably the most fun ive ever had in KL/Sunway (no shit). Pity they cant come up more occassionally.

Sis and Mom apparently had changes to their hair as well. This was pre-hairchange Sis and post hairchange Mom... Sweet Ppl..

Hair had been a thorn for God knows how long. Had certain intentions to do some "alterations", but as alwaes none of my plans work out the way I want it to. And in the end this is how I ended up looking. (Reminiscent of Sem 2 start)

Let the name calling begin. If i can rmb, the names directed my way was Jim Carrey, Mafia Leader and i forgot wad else. oh well i still have my trusty ol' cap.

Sis with her new hairdo. Cute as hell. Better than Charlie i reckon. (cant bliv i even compared her with Charlie wat the hell m i tinking!!)



#2 - Never expect too much of people. What they are giving you may already be the most they have to offer, and although it may not be enough for you, learn to accept it and don't over-expect.

Long Shot

This is just a random post. Couple of weird things happened of late. Ok not weird. More FML. Forced to abide by my parents' request, Yours Truly headed home on Sunday. Reached JB. Bro was gonna pick me up. JUST AS HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE HOME A GIANT TRAILER ENTERS THE SMALL ROAD IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE, HITS A TREE AND STALLS JUST IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE, CAUSING A TRAFFIC JAM AND BLOCKING ENTRY/EXIT INTO HOME. FML! at the EXACT moment my bro was gonna leave to pick me up this thing happened. WTF?

Inundated with Australian Chocs, clothes, sweets etc. So much chocs im bound to get diabetes. And apparently no one likes my "emo" wardrobe of black and white, so mommy dearest decides to "add colour"- yellow blue etc. RIGHT. WHEN HAVE I EVER WORN BRIGHT WEIRD COLOURS? NEVER! oh well. oh i lost 4 kg in my 2 weeks in sunway. Weird.

My MUFY results "doesnt matter". They are "not important". Right. And my bro's results are "excellent", "very good". modicum of jealousy perhaps. this soul is just opressed. double standard of the highest degree. At least family feels like a family. sans Yrs Truly. And "Sean" Prem Gulati actually WEBCAMMED with me! Never in hell wd i have seen that one coming.

Back in the hellhole Sunway on Tues night. Blackout in room. short circuit not fixed yet. Bravo the efficiency. Monash Uni Subject Planning is confusing as hell. What do I wanna do? Ice Age 3 is awesome. Funny & Cute. Another classic FML moment. 2030hrs. Order MacD. 2100+ hrs they call back to infm order cant be sent. Yrs Truly heads out to fill his groaning tummy. IMMEDIATELY after splashing the cash and feeling full, MacD calls me up askin me to head to entrance cos the guy is thr. WTBFH???!!! More $ flyin away and excess food.

Man United seriously need to check into rehab. Lost 2 big players, waste 16m buying some fretard, and u let Real buy another of yr target? Guess its time for Fergie to finally call it off and preserve the remaining vestige of his sanity, cos he's seriously losing it. I'm in serious need of good news. Pls pls pls lemme jus settle the Suria Mas thingy on Friday once and for ALL!.

*Day 6 after quitting smoking + drinking after that fateful day. So proud of myself, altho it aint really an achievement lol.

FML.