New Year, New Sem, Same Ol F*ckin Probs

Finally equipped with internet capabilities after weeks of rushing like desperate maniacs for wifi.

Got to realise how impt the net is. And no, not referring to facebook =.=

Wonder what the hell is Monash's criteria for hiring lecturers/tutors. Excellent command of Manglish? No requirement for basic English? Not sure if it was my boredom or serious annoyance of his basic English deficiencies but I actually noted several words he mispronounced:

-howholes (households)

-equibruim (equilibrium)

-suppy (supply)

-diffen (different)

-redue (reduce)

-levelue (revenue)

-garmen (government)

-crear (clear)

-insuran (insurance)

-popurar (popular)

-fick (fix)

-indilecly (indirectly)

- pear (pay)

-intest (interest)

- ulian (union)

ok im done. there are millions more but i guess the picture is clear. Torturous is an understatement. Oh well everyone is flawed.

I wonder if I give off this dumb retarded look. No not a look with my tongue sticking out and all but a look that gives ppl the impression Im dumb. I know almost everyone thinks im this bad boy who just clubs and parties and is some playboy and shit (well once they get to know me they realise just how opposite tt is lol - im lame, boring, unfun and old), but do I also look stupid? Management lecturer looked 0.0 when I told her i got HD, Biz Econs Stats kept talking to me like i was slow, and now Cost Info lec immediately called me a failure when she saw me. At least her 0.0 look when she realised I got HD was better. Shut her up. Lol. But still... =.=

Investing! Very fun initially. Making/Losing few hundreds was exciting, crazy searching for stocks, but now its become boring. Like losing 6000 a night doesnt arouse the "omg shit wtf!" feeling anymore. Guess got more impt things to worry abt...

Well well. Looks like Im just doomed to be entrapped in a conglomeration of problems and situations that just will never go away or will keep getting worse. And graciously new problems seem to appear. And sickeningly none of these probs are within my control. So what can I do? Nothing. But just watch and try not to experience more negativity than i already have. But of course thats always easier said than done.