Oh Em Gee

Ok the title sounds damn bimbo. But I seriously cant fathom why everyone (yes I mean EVERYONE) loves that stupid song OMG by Usher and Will.I.Am. Am I the only one who despises it? Lol maybe. But music nowadays is becoming more crap. The Usher of old was better. Not that I was a fan in the first place. Lady Gaga is getting weirder and more erratic even by her own standards, Christina Aguilera is tryna copy Lady Gaga, Ke$ha is still that slutty skank and Justin Bieber is, well, Justin Bieber. Someone needs to save the music industry before it self implodes. But even then there are enough suckers like me who still listen to the trashy music these days to keep it afloat. =.=

On a side note... WORLD CUP. Netherlands v Brazil and Germany v Argentina.....mouthwatering I say.

Current songs:
Waka Waka - Shakira
Hey Soul Sister - Train
Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade
Chāo Rén Bù Hùi Fēi - Jay Chou
Shuō Le Zaì Jiàn - Jay Chou
California Gurls - Katy Perry
Somebody To Love - Justin Bieber
Impossible - Shontelle
We'll Be A Dream - We The Kings

Miserable at Worst

I guess I am just like a tissue paper. Find it when you need it. Once you use it, you just dump it away. That's me...

Miserable at Best

Exams are over. Time to rejoice. And pray that all you've done for the exams were enough to see you through. Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT EMO because I CANNOT STUDY ANYMORE. Its actually funny. Have I turned into such a giant nerd that people think I LOVE studying? i don't LOVE to study. Its just that I HAVE TO. Glad exams are over and that this sem I didn't make the same mistake last sem - that is memorizing everything.

A joke got me thinking deeply. Someone said I dunno what happiness is anymore cos Im too emo. And I think its true. Maybe I've been so emo that i don't understand or recognise joy anymore; my life is too ingrained in sorrow that I'm afraid of happiness- when I experience it, I immediately shut it out. Who knows.

I'm boring. Yes, it kinda hurts when someone says that, but I guess I gotta get past it. All the tutors and lecturers are my best friends. Since I'm boring, we shouldn't hang out. And since studies equates to friendship, studying equates to hanging out. And since we shdn't hang out, that means we shouldnt study together. Right? Lol, Im spastic. But it makes sense. The hols always ascertain this for me.

Just waiting for exam results to be out. Then I'll see if I had improved. I feel i did better this sem than last sem, although last sem was easier.
There are many lessons to be learnt in life. One of the most impt to learn is that there is no easy way to success. Im pretty sure the recently concluded exams reenforced this lesson for me.