Exams are over. Time to rejoice. And pray that all you've done for the exams were enough to see you through. Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT EMO because I CANNOT STUDY ANYMORE. Its actually funny. Have I turned into such a giant nerd that people think I LOVE studying? i don't LOVE to study. Its just that I HAVE TO. Glad exams are over and that this sem I didn't make the same mistake last sem - that is memorizing everything.
A joke got me thinking deeply. Someone said I dunno what happiness is anymore cos Im too emo. And I think its true. Maybe I've been so emo that i don't understand or recognise joy anymore; my life is too ingrained in sorrow that I'm afraid of happiness- when I experience it, I immediately shut it out. Who knows.
I'm boring. Yes, it kinda hurts when someone says that, but I guess I gotta get past it. All the tutors and lecturers are my best friends. Since I'm boring, we shouldn't hang out. And since studies equates to friendship, studying equates to hanging out. And since we shdn't hang out, that means we shouldnt study together. Right? Lol, Im spastic. But it makes sense. The hols always ascertain this for me.
Just waiting for exam results to be out. Then I'll see if I had improved. I feel i did better this sem than last sem, although last sem was easier.
There are many lessons to be learnt in life. One of the most impt to learn is that there is no easy way to success. Im pretty sure the recently concluded exams reenforced this lesson for me.
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