Someday

Days of hitting the streets, where nothing of concern comes to mind, other than the routine "what time we going", "where we going", "who's going" and of course issues pertaining to money. And then news of the death of an icon suddenly stops u straight in yr tracks and make u wonder. Life is indeed very unpredictable. When you are on a high, a seemingly neverending stream of fun and good things fall in your way, one small incident can ruin everything and plummet you back to the dark depths. When you've been in the abyss for so long, awaiting that ray of light to shine in yr life, expecting that it will, since bad things cant happen again and again. But then, instead of rising, your life is pillaged more, inundated by bad things, sinking you deeper. You can't play God and determine certain things. One of them is death. Death occurs every single day, and it can knock on your door at any time. Not necessarily when you are old and afflicted with diseases, when you're in dire straights etc. It comes at ANY time. Even while typing this, I could suddenly die. You're walking to school, you could be knocked down by a car (maybe Barricade. ok wth). Guess its time we learn to take nothing for granted.

#1 = Learn to appreciate the simple things. A small gesture of appreciation goes a much longer way than you think. Appreciate the people in your life, and what they've done for you.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson [Mikael Yacksun] :(

Starstruck

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen is a MUST WATCH! Replete with action, humour and a dose of sad scenes thats bound to unhinge yr emotions. There were 3 that i can rmb. Mikaela's first none webcam date with Sam, Optimus Prime dying and Sam dying. OK maybe to some theyre not sad but it was to me. So shut up. lol. Definitely Movie of the Year material.

Finally drank after so bloody long. and I shdn't have. dang its like i cant hold my liqour anymore. got pretty high easily, turned woozy, then just plain drunk. rmb pukin once or twice, ash bringin me back to me room, slping and then tts it. oh and lala's call abt results. speakin of.

WOOHOO!
First Sem
English 86
Econs 96
Math 92
Accounts 80

Second Sem
English 90
Econs 85
Math 90
Accounts 86

English = 88
Econs = 90.5
Math = 91
Accounts = 83

Grand Total = 352.5

Damn pleased with myself but can't really do a lap of victory cos ive not heard how others have done. so yeah. and hrd tt one other missed by 2 marks. TWO! damn. hope for the best for those who have not checked. May you get the results you want. And if u havent GO WATCH TRANSFORMERS!

I Gotta Feeling

After a generally insignificant week at Sunway, today turned out to be a pleasant day. Spent whole day out and paid The Curve a lil visit. 'Fore that Lala, Mich, Ann, Jarbaby & yours truly hit AC. been a while since any of us played pool (actually we went thr few days back but it doesnt count). Mich was particularly excited.

Couldn't contain her glee. Well she shd be happy considering she beat Jarvis in pool. As always Mich was in hyper mode, which just made everyone else hyper. Everyone couldn't stop looking and listening to her.

See even the worker wanted a lil of Mich.

Anywaes Mich was really good and just thrashed everyone.

She beat me and ann.

Ok no she did not. but she did beat jarvis. which was cool. anywaes Lala headed home and us four went to d Curve since Mich was meetin her frens thr. nth better to do jus go lo. Decided to fill our tummies at Secret Recipe. I'm seriously broke n i donno y im eating at places i can ill-afford. Anywaes Mich was the epitome of Hype and she continued spreading it.

Jarvis couldn't tear his eyes off her the whole time. Unfortunately, her super "interesting" story din work on me or ann.

We were bored by her hype after a while. Guess everyone has their down moments too after reaching their heady heights. ok what exactly am i typing now seriously i dont know im 21 and im typing shit like im a 15 yr old mentally retarded ass.(no offence to mentally retarded asses)

Jarvis was completely awed by Mich's words and really the guy just stared and stared at her like she was the most beautiful thing on earth (maybe she reminded him of that hot Ielts invigilator). Guy couldnt stop smiling the whole timehe was in the Curve. and it wasnt becos it was his first time there. He was just one whole bundle of joy.

Went to sheesha whr Mich's frens dropped by for all of 10mins b4 leavin again (tts wad u call meeting up?). played Truth (no Dare cos, cmon 4 ppl? tts pretty lame n limited). Well nothing's sposed to get out of that place so can't really say what went on, tho really intense shit was revealed! all in all it was a good day. dont these 2 ppl just make a lovely couple?

(Sorry Phil and Anna)

All in all it was a blast. But knowing my life ONE day couldn't pass without shit happening. One of me frens was kinda emo. tried cheerin him up. started going round and round till he said sth pretty "offensive" (which i doubt he realised) [don tink offensive is the right word, even with the " ". oh heck]. became worse later on and it really got on my nerves. din made me angry. jus upset. oh but i feel glad tt i "saved" another fren from potential harrassment from mr coffeeman. for the umpteenth time he fb-chatted me. entertained the lil mothafucker. asked him point blank if he liked [my fren]. he said yes shes so hot,pretty blah blah. so i continued with the lil story we made up the other day, and added more details (like goin out for a year, bf got a temper, beats ppl who messes with his gf). he jus said oh. i was like yeah geddit in yr head and stop messin with my fren she doesn like u dammit. oh well. u win some u lose some. I gotta feeling tmr's gonna be another random day.

Fuck My (Fucking) Life

Today, after a gruelling few weeks of discussing about moving to a unit, I came up with what seemed like the best idea- to rent indvidual rooms since we could not afford an entire unit. Upon meeting the agent the first thing he informs me is that I cannot rent individual rooms. FML.

Today, I realised I could not trust ANYONE. FML.

Today, to destress, I decided to boho with several friends after days of planning. After getting down to all the details, my friends decided not to come. FML.

Today, I was waiting for a very important call. I waited for several hours, then decided to take a bath. When I was done, I realised that i received a miss call from overseas. I tried calling back. I couldn't get through. FML.

Today, I discovered my cousin was a slut. FML.

Today, my hostel toilet was cleaned in the morning by the cleaners. At night, I took a shower. The floor was sticky. FML.

Today, I went to take a bath. After fully rinsing my hair and body, I realised I forgot to take my towel. FML.

Today, my mom called me from Australia, where she was on holiday. I took this chance to tell her about my financial and housing issues. Before that opportunity came she ranted on and on about what I wanted from Down Under and what coloured clothes I liked. I just waved her off and before I could speak she said it was an expensive call and hung up. FML.

Today, my friend told me my potential roommate could be gay. FML.

Today, I decided to stay on in my hostel to save on transport expenses back home. I realised that this area had a high cost of living, and I had not enough money. FML.

Today, I had a wonderful time hanging out with my friends, where we just spent time hanging around without a worry in the world. I was having the best time of my life. My alarm brought me back to reality. FML.

Today, 2 of my closest friends MSNed me, asking if I could join them for a short holiday. I told them my financial problems. They said it's okay, it'll probably be more fun without me. I'm still wondering if it was a joke. FML.

Today, i realised that FML is my best friend. FML.

Today, I realised I told an annoying person yesterday that I would be going back to my hometown today. I said that just to get out of a potential outing with him. He saw me today. FML.

Today, I was reminiscing all the good times I had recently. I realised I had none. FML.

Today, I realised I attracted more guys than girls. I'm a guy. FML.

Natural Disaster

Going around in circles/triangles/rectangles/squares/trapeziums/ovals just tryna secure meself a safe accomodation for Uni next month. From my previous post it was obvious of the troubles we had to endure and overcome (which more often than not we failed to). I had wished on my wish stick that i wd just get a damn unit in suria mas after waiting unfruitfully (is this even a word?) for 2 days. then...

VOILA!!!

today the bloody agent calls and says theres a unit (fully furnished) for rm2000. which is considerably cheap lah. so after pool at ac with ann, mich, lala and jarjar (or jarbaby/jarling as he is more often known as by others), ann and i hit jarvis' and spent like donno how long starin at all the animals in his unit. (MLIA)

Prickly lil hedgehog who shat cos tsu ann scared it (ok no i lied). it did shit tho. anywaes, bad news is bound to shadow my good news.

Good News : rm2000 fully furnished

Bad News: it can only be rented out wholly. as in we cant rent individual rooms, which was what phil n i had planned since nick was in ns and wd oni be movin in in sep and thr was no way in hell phil or i cld pay for d whole unit.

Spent the whole evening and night being bugged by this mere thorn and laid out every diff scenario possible (control freak?/ocd?/or jus plain retarded?) balked at the potential amt ive to pay for july and aug. crap. cant seem to find a 4th person. things gettin really bad now. well JB did offer a diff proposition but tts considerably OUT of the question (maybe) cos then id be kinda stabbing 2 frens in the back. but hey, desperate times calls for desperate measures, does it not? maybe i shd start tinkin of putting myself first. nah i prolly wont, and cant. im just a born Natural Disaster

Little Miss(ter) Obsessive

Today, I received 3 instant messages the moment I signed in. They were viruses. FML.

Today, people were walking out of the condo after midnight as per normal. I walked out. The guard scolded me. FML.

Today, the guard let 3 girls into college past midnight. He stopped me and my friend. FML.

Today, my friend bullshitted about his friends being in college to the same guard. The guard told us to call them out. We lied and said we had no phones. My phone rang. FML.

Today, the same guard spoke to me in malay, telling me he'll ask us to leave college nicely. I pretended I didn't know malay. I then proceeded to reply him in malay. FML.

Today, someone stopped the car beside me on the pavement as I was walking and subsequently hit on me. The driver was an Indian guy. I'm a guy. FML.

Today, I was onlining with the girl I like. She did not reply. When she finally did, it was to tell me she had to go off. FML.

Today, I spent the whole day trying to broker a deal for a new house. While units had always been available, the pressing issue had been regarding the people moving and rent issue. I finally reached a solution. There are no more units available. FML.

Today, I was onlining the entire day and chatted with no one. When several friends finally went online, my internet went off. FML.

Today, an annoying acquaintance chatted with me on Facebook. To get him off I lied and said I was going to sleep soon. 2 hours later, I was still on Facebook, and so was he. FML.

Just had to add FML here. Had spent millions of hours prior to today reading MLIA and FML. damn bloody addictive (thx nunu). Oh, 'fore i forget, the previous post, abt reformatting my memory in MUFY, to forget everyone and everything, is NOT aimed at EVERYONE. recieved several enquiries abt that. NOT everyone are assholes. Some of u are still angels. sorry for tt.

Anywaes, heres the lowdown of the supposed shift to Suria Mas. Detailed to the best of my ability.
=>JB and I had planned to move out. Needed 3rd person. Asked Tize Bing. Mom disallows.
=> Helpful Jarvis gives several numbers to call. Calls them up. Settles for 2 numbers, 1 unit.
=> Views the unit. Place is astonishing, price is reasonable. Explains details to JB. He bails out.
=> Views again with Phil. He agrees. Dad does not.
=> Nick moves outta PV. He agrees to move in to SM. He has NS.
=> Reaches a solution where Phil can move. Need a 4th person.
=> Tsu Ann agrees. Mom does not, citing rent and um, other issues.
=> Ann arrives at a brilliant idea, and asks X to move in with her. X agrees, Mom agrees. Nick does not. and Bails.
=> Nick agrees if Y moves in instead. Ann does not.
=> Ann and Nick reach an agreement, and X will move in with Ann. Her dad does not allow.
=> Asks Addy. She refuses.
=> Asks Shaf. He kinda agrees. Problem of settling Nick's 2 month rent.
=> Shaf suggests Tiara, the house version of SM. None available.
=> Shaf and 2 friends agree to move in to SM with Phil n I. 5 people. 4 rooms. No Nick.
=> Shaf and his roommate agree to move in to SM with us. 5 people, 4 rooms, with Nick. Shaf smses at night saying he'll go to LV instead.
=> Shaf and roommate decides to move to SM instead. We meet up. He then explains he found 2 units in PV, and would rather shift there.
=> Decides that Phil and I would move in SM first, and Nick after his NS. NO units left, pending further details.

FML!

Let's Get Restarted (Part II)

Warning: This will probably be a very wordy post. So wordy that after u read this sentence u will not want to continue.

Are u still reading? If u are u shd stop cos its gonna be very long and ull regret wasting yr time reading it. Seriously.

Still reading?! Last warning. STOP! Navigate away from this page before all your active brain cells get fried from reading so many words. Still reading? Well don't say I din warn ya!

Here goes. I came across this plot and thot id share it. There were three brothers, A,B and C. All 3 loved each other though none knew how to express it. They rarely hung out but during the course of the past few weeks things improved via certain outings planned by A which included their cousins. However, things became messy when B discovered that A and C were chasing the same girl, D. As if that was not bad enough, D was playing both of them, acting girlfriend-ly/ish with both A and C, even with the presence of both brothers. Although B heard stories of how nice D was, he could never endear himself to her. He was disgusted with D and with both A and C for putting a damsel before their actual blood relation. Both A and C craved for D, and resorted to sneaky backhanded tactics in trying to outdo each other. All B did was sit back and watch his brothers destroy themselves for a girl who should not deserve either, and will probably end up hurting both. Not that he did not care, he did. Just that he had tried, but failed.

Well if u had not already known it, I am B. and yeah the above was a lil extract of my life. So, hangin out 3 days in a row is tad taxing, but great nontheless. Had a medical chk up which made me damn woozy since i din sleep the night b4. Chest x-ray was fine. FINE! nothing! Went out with bros and cuz, AND Miss D. it was awkward. everyone knew her, cept me, and i had no intention to. I love my bros, and if U play my bros out, u r bound to get attitude from me. Dinner was still fun cos cuz made it fun. He's like a bag of jokes. Still kinda pissed at ygr bro's attitude tho. Still donno if he's tryna act all grown up, or if hes really grown up. His actions really piss me off, and donno if D had anythin to do with it. Doubt it but oh well.

Met Spore buddies the next day. As usual Lil Miss Significant was late, but bcos she lost her phone, she cld not be contacted and became a no-show. So it was an all-guys affair since Emmy cldnt come too. Suffice to say its chill outs like this tt make me forget all worries. The SINGLE BIGGEST REGRET of my entire life must definitely be leaving Singapore for the hell that was Sunway. Anyway Trev din get into King's, he got "dumped" into NUS. but the biggest shock had to come from Ray. not tt he had a beard and all tt he now looked like a terrorist, but hes going to CAMBRIDGE. yeah CAMBRIDGE. like WTF! CAMBRIDGE!!! after hyperventilating in shock i expressed my delight. really glad for him. Trev wasnt tho. No surprise. Cant blive i spent bloody $50 in one night. bloody Rjv kept askin me to drink. Went back with a bloody headache.

Finally met my cuz after God knows how long. Hit the beach with the me bros, other cuz and D. Perhaps the best day of the hols so far.

For those claiming I do not smile, THERE! I'm smiling. ok looks abit retarded but wth. im still smiling. Guy on me left is me cuz, tt giant bag of jokes. and no he aint fallin hes jus pretending.

Finally one weekend. can rest and recuperate after going Spore 3 days in a row. So much coming up, and honestly, I wish i cld get my memory reformatted. Just erase off everything. ok no wait not everything. Maybe just from 3 July 2008 onwards. Yep, thats the day I arrived in Sunway and entered MUFY. yeah it ended and all but id rather jus erase EVERYTHING from it. Too much shit. Everything from that 11 months was probably more than the 19 years and 11 months preceding that. And btw, EVERYTHING includes EVERYONE. Theres been some real shitfaces i wish i had not met. Yeah, YOU are one of them, bitch! So kindly close this screen and FUCK OFF! Thank U and Goodbye.

RONNIE'S GONE!!!

wanted to post Let's Get Restarted (II) but that had to be postponed due to breaking news. ok lah now at this time not so breaking news but u get the point.

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RONALDO'S GONE!

RONALDO'S GONE!!

CRISTIANO RONALDO'S GONE!!!

that day has finally materialised, where all speculation from the past 3 summers has culminated in an actual occurrence. OMG. head is spinning. KAKA. now RONALDO. WTH. hows MAN UTD gonna overcome this massive loss? hopefully wily old SAF knows what hes doin and has some tricks up his sleeve. Else Utd will be in serious trouble. Months of vehement denial. And now that day has arrived. Who can replace the Great Cristiano Ronaldo. Lol. At the very least, no more bloody petulant attitude from this fractiously gifted footballer. It'll be interesting to see Man Utd's summer activities now.

Let's Get Restarted (Part I)

Wednesday. 10 June 2009. 0340hrs.
msn-ing with tsu ann, phil, anu (cant rmb who else). just another day in my normal insomnia-ravaged life. approximately 2.5 hours to bedtime. Ygr Bro suddenly runs up the stairs panting and switched off the lights.

Me: What's wrong?
YB: Someone's tryna get in the house. (Knocks parents' door. They wake up)

I turn to the CCTV which is behind me and start scanning all four screens. Nothing. Parents and YB run down. Sister wakes up and watches the CCTV. I am called down. And i do the stupidest thing. I return to my laptop and tell whoever im chatting with BRB. Then i go down. Dad, OB,YB and I are armed with golf clubs. 4 of us head out from the back, stealthily circle the house, check every nook and corner, and every coast is clear. No intruder in sight. I check the roof. Clear. We all head inside. Doors locked. OB relates the story.

OB: I was sleepin. Suddenly I hrd this voice talkin to me. I opened my eyes and saw this figure at the window. I thot it was a dream. But the voice was clear. I thot it was (YB) but then i realised he cldn be outside at this time. I realised it was an outsider and just shouted at him. Then i got out and told (YB).

We view the CCTV. 0335hrs. Nothing. 0338hrs. Nothin. OB growing increasingly fearful he may have caused a kerfuffle over a dream. o340hrs. Bingo. Intruder spotted climbing over a wall from the neighbour's house at the back. Casually walks around the compound as if he owns the damn place. Strolls to my bro's room. Windows are open. He pops his head in. (Probably where he starts talkin to my bro to see if there was anyone inside). After a while he flees. Heads to the front and jumps out the front gate. Drama ceases.

But not the consequences. A huge debate between Dad and OB ensues. The manner in which the intruder strolled around indicated he was familiar with the area. Either he's been in before or has been watchin us. Either way it makes my skin curl and blood boil. Home is no longer safe. Younger sibs chatter about the incident. Parents head to bed. And I casually return to my laptop, as nightmares of 1999 swarm into my head.

Fucker with white top, black jacket, shorts and sandals outside my bro's room.

Waking Up In Johor

"Shut up and put your money where your mouth is that's what you get for waking up in Vegas"
1) i've no money to put it anywhere near my mouth (lol)
2) ive never been to Vegas. I've been to England but thats besides the point.

Holiday Checklist:
= Get into fight with Parents. Check
= Be completely Bankrupt. Check
= Get into fight with Younger Bro. Check
= Emo my ass everyday. Check
=Sleep at 6am everyday. Check
=Get Parents into a fight. Check
=Start reading and believing Horoscopes. Check
=Pay for bills despite being Broke. Check
Needed to be Done:
=Medical Check-up.
=Get into fight with Sister.
=Meet up S'porean pals.
=Be HAPPY.
=Haircut.
=Diversify banal daily activities.
=STOP Emo-ing.
=STOP Smoking.
=STOP being an Irregular Human Being
=STOP making dumb resolutions.

Sweet & Sour, Hot & Cold

Time & Time again, plans will fail. We need to overcome the despair of having to experience anger and frustration. How does one do this? Chanelling your energy elsewhere. Why bother to supress everything towards one view, and remain oblivious to the others? Well, it's easier said than done. What if the other views are equally problematic?

=Sunway had been a thorn. (Looks elsewhere). Well, so is Home.

=X has been a close friend. He still is, he's just turned into a Monkey. And an annoying one at that.

=Discovering the Light at the end of the tunnel. The Light continues shining brightly, just that the Source of it has snuffed it out.

=Accomodation. Almost in the bag. Awaiting confirmation from 2 Monkeys.

=Availability of Monash University July Intake. Yours Truly now doesn't feel like going.

Sweet,Cold

One is a relatively 'old' friend, the other is a new one made under very weird circumstances, but still great and "awesome" nontheless.

Monday Night. Sheesha(or however you spell it). Short, but sweet.

Sour, Hot

(L-R) Yours Truly, Ygr Bro (who is 4 yrs younger but looks 4 yrs older), Cuz, Older Bro.

This is one scene I could NEVER have envisaged. Me and my Bros n Cuz SMOKING together. Ok forget together, but SMOKING. Especially my Ygr Bro. Kinda put off by him last night (Wed). Either he's growin up wayyy too fast, or he's tryin to. Either way, it ain't a pleasant thing, for me at least.

Stuck at home with 2 giant Monkeys, Sunway is filled with tons of Monkeys, my MIND is turning into a bloody Monkey. Thk God for the one Saving Grace right now.

Fallin' Apart (All American Rejects)

No title could eloquently encapsulate today's entire mood more than the above. Promised too much. Delivered too little. 2 June 2009 is probably the most single fucked-up day. Nothing went right. Everything went wrong. Seems to be the highlight of this waste of a life given by the Lord Almighty.

Perhaps the mind of a human seeks far too much than what it is able to comprehend and withstand, and when results don't go the expected way, they go into overdrive. That's certainly occuring in this puny retarded mind right here. For Way too long. So much to do, so much done, so much not done. In the end----> FAILURE! Every-damn-thing is fallin apart. Donno who to blame, donno who to vent out to. U?