Managed to slp at ard 830 ish after macbreaksfast. woke up at 12 ish and saw dak's msg tt he and anu were comin at 1. i was like wtf. so soon. had a quick bath b4 meetin em with nick of coz.. went to get my bus ticket and wen i came back to the car saw anu lyin on dak's shoulder. tts wen it hit me tt no matter how hard i try i prolly will never get her ever again. guess i only have myself to blame for takin her for granted (kinda i tink) while we dated. now tt i want her more than ever she has her eyes for her duckie. had quite a nice msn convo with her yst whr i did let her know how i felt and stuff and for certain moments i tot thr was a possibility we could get back together. but each time tt feeling cropped up it was instantly snuffed out with her saying she likes dak. guess i gotta be content with just being her fren. and while im at it i cld be a nice one and not a dark one.
played pool at ac after pickin ashwin up and despite me winning several games i wasnt in the mood cos i kept tinkin abt her.oh well. going back tmr anywaes so itll prolly help being away and shit.. met jacob in the library and poor dude still strugglin with exams.
finally can meet Dee tmr nite and hopefully all my Sporean buddies. Noories been pretty excited (i tink) abt meetin me. said she cant wait much longer. what exactly duz tt mean? tt she cant wait much longer. like if she keeps waiting and waiting then she wdn wanna see me again? lol..retarded...
hopefully things don go back to the way they were b4 i left home. no net no $ no phone. at least here had net and frens. home is like...zilch..well fri will be ok. sat might. sun wont. sigh. semester 2 shd just start now. ok im definitely retarded..
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