12midnite. 25th December. Christmas. Parents in Indonesia. Me at home. Bored to death. Anu was home too with nothin to do so we both kept each other company. then she told me to save her from this guy who was conversing with her via comments on her status. so i did. and it led to that guy tellin her via a private msg "wdnt it be nice if shaheen stopped interrupting our convo" or something like tt. i was like bloody son of a shit asshole. firstly anu was the one who asked me to rescue her from HIM. and secondly he doesnt even know me. which brings me to a question ive always longed to know but never seem to find out- do i give ppl bad first impressions? fuck off la all u assholes working in tandem to make my life miserable.
while chatting with anu my internet acted up again and this time i left it alone. ended up having 3 windows with abt 15 tabs on each. bollocks. if tt wasnt bad enuf this stupid beetle flew in my ear and later bit me on my right hand. it hurt like shit and i was pissed but i cldn find it to end its miserable life.
Slept at 5 after chatting with my sister and alarmed at 10 cos i wasnt sure if i was gonna go to aaron's xmas lunch thingy. woke up at 10, felt damn tired so i slept again. after wat seemed like forever i woke up again, checked the clock and it was 1130. i was pleased. still got time. so slept i did. after eternity, i awoke for the 3rd time and holy son of a crap it was still 1130. i then rmb that the clock had been spoilt for weeks. i checked my phone and it was 230. fuck. bro told me rjv had called. so after a dash of calls to rjv and trevor we decided to meet at 630.
Ended up at aaron's at ard 7. been so long since i saw him and emilia. i felt so surprised and pleased wen his mom asked for a hug and claimed that we were like her own children. i was just so happy i donno y. i thot shed find me weird considering my crazy antics at her house at new year's (or was it last xmas). i think it was the same day where darius and i got into a fight over some trivial issue. cant rmb wat we fought abt. last xmas was also significant between me and noorie. that xmas at aaron's was fun. then there was the first time i went to his house in 2005 and me and rjv were causing such a ruckus outside tt his mom looked at us as if we were retarded. so considering all these it was so nice tt she felt tt way. certainly lifted my mood.
This xmas was even more fun. nothin spectacular and the company was more or less the same but somehow it was just better. food as alwaes was awesome and the eggnog was bloody heavenly. somehow made me yearn for vodka. lol. it was ard 9plus wen noorie said she was gonna arrive but somehow got on the wrong bus and eventually came ard 930ish i tink. she din know the way so all of us sans aaron and emilia went to fetch her and to take a smoke break. ended up slacking in the playgrd smoking while noorie and rach sang. the entire mood was fuckin awesome and i wished that moment cld just go on forever. it was then i started tinkin of anu and tol myself i shd fight for her. then i thot of nick. it wd be pretty stupid & mean to have so-called matched 2 ppl and then butt in and fight. i din wanna hurt and betray nick but i knew i wd also be miserable without her. oh well..... mood weirdly got a lil tense after. aaron got pissed tt we din call him out to smoke but it was one whole misunderstanding. was tad uncomfortable initially but after a while it got back to normal. pity the thing was short (donno if it was our fault for coming late). short it may be but still it was a blast. just like old times. times i can never live elsewhere, or with anyone else. sux. left at 1130 and came back at 1. on the way back talked w rjv abt wat i shd do. tol him i planned to get anu back and he was all for it, saying i shd. i want to so bad but i cant just kick nick away. damn. is it really worth it? i guess not. in the cab on the way home i decided to leave it and let it be......
parents were already home. wth. so fast. can't wait for joshua's gathering on sat.
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